Envision with Transformation

Sep 19 (Fri)

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Catch up

It has been a while since we talked here. I have been back from India for three weeks. That journey is awesome, and I genuinely like its effect on my mind, body, and perception. My hair is used to getting oily easily. Indian cuisine uses turmeric powder, ginger a lot. Btw, I had a cold there and took a traditional medicine made of ginger, black pepper, turmeric powder, and an unknown plant in the mountain. (Did i clean up my karma there lol?)  

It brings up many things to the surface. I see a different world, another bubble. Paying more attention to international affairs. At the same time, i have realized my social skills are really not that sharp. It is important to converse with different kinds of people. Though I believe the brainwave entrainment on social networks. The tendency to choose friends is dynamic. 

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Reality to be more grounded

It is really difficult to set others' perspectives aside. I am practicing, but still feel sad that the framework is ongoing in society. But maybe that is his own bias, which i could not care less or even bother to explain at that time. Surely, I would like to stay long, but I also fear boredom, restriction, and rules. Ironically, they speak as a capital system, while we are all individuals and could be easily replaceable. The last outcome i chose to stay is not that pleasant. All worries are related to interpersonal relationships. 

I do not know when i will land on the labor market or find the real intriguing job. I still have hopes that the current market prizes people who truly genuinely love jobs. Finding a meaningful stand in one's job. 

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Yogi life

With purpose, i am gradually gaining my life back from entertainment, yoga, and then work. But this time, let's do it with more consciousness. 

In the past, I focused more on the perfection of asana, the postures. I am learning to pay more attention to breathing. It actually cools down our minds. The food we consume is also important. Three gunas (nature) in the world: Rajas, Tamas, Sattva. Gotta to be more conscious and know the approach to go on to balanced way. 

There is still a lot of stuff I need to learn and observe from people to people. They are all my Gurus. 

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