Hey New Year There You Are.
Jan 17 (Sat) I am in my thirties. Start feeling the impermanence in life. When I look at others, look into myself, dig deeper, those sweetbitter hits me a lot. Cannot hold back but dropping a few teardrops. Last night was great. I am glad that my family and J's family could spend time together. I am willing to spend money to have dinner/ lunch with someone valuable to me. I was stingy in the past, while I received a lot of love, kindness, and hospitality from others. Their action teaches me what and how to give love. Life is short. At the end of the day, we only have good memories. Why bother holding tight to these material things? Dad said that it is the same boat that delivers us to the earth and drives us back to heaven/ universe. The sentence/ remarks strike me. Maybe my sensitivity is inherited from my father. 《Whispers from Eternity》 I want to ply my boat, many times, Across the gulf after death, And return to earth’s shores From my home in heaven. When others as...