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2019.09.30 <颱風假梳理小記>

when記於飛往杜拜的班機上
why我需要知道自己這幾個月都做了些甚麼，更清楚有條理的順一下這幾個月的生活

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丟掉的每樣東西就好像遺失了過去的某部分自己。
有鑑於實在不能超重很多東西都得斷捨離，每個東西對我來說都好有感情，能說出他們在波蘭陪我走過的歲月…我親愛的skecher啊其實妳還可以繼續穿，即使只是內層破洞，前半段的旅程都是妳走的以後只能在照片中緬懷妳了。或是各種課堂作的筆記或是教授的material或是旅遊的各種資訊尤其是奧地利的做的真好嗚嗚應該不是我花大錢買pass的偏愛吧ㄏㄏ。
我會記得我在505B生活中的一切天啊打一打眼眶又熱了，跟鄰居尷尬又不太失禮貌的第一次見面寒暄。絕對不是我記憶力好，是這裡發生的一切都太過特別，記憶依然鮮明彷彿才過了一下子，我連剛到華沙窮緊張的異地感也還是很熟悉。


月記大感受:
Feb - zoo. Pub crawl. Welcoming party. Fatty Thursday. First Cina.

March – senior speech. Hot pot. Tango. Gym. 月初zakopane. Taiwan culture night. Gdansk.


撞牆期(手機莫名有雞湯可能跟未來有關吧
April- 春天來了~四月好像是愛上冰淇淋的開始。
          芯Wroclaw。Easter break- Slovakia & Praha。月底再衝Vienna & Salzburg


May- 海底撈yo月中義大利快閃找馨方。宿舍學生節piastany?。
          緩慢地跟這座城市告別拍畢業照再吃一輪
          月底衝巴黎
   
June-巴黎。期末念書還債。月中三位女子互相道別回到最初的起點
        雅典-米島-聖島-倫敦-馬賽-亞維儂-里昂
        -Opole-台灣!


😊Salzburg的水壩伯伯
   Prague忘年之交的老師姊姊
   Gdansk一面之緣成行的旅伴，我們三個還是能徹夜暢談+酒吧
   Milan櫃台姊姊去了兩次都記得我也攀談了幾句。飲恨的巴西男子嗚
  法籍華裔兵哥哥翻譯

   養眼brunch
   Yuki搭公車揮手陌生人也跟他揮手笑死


  


-可能都是小事但這些美好細微的擦肩能讓獨旅的我很滿足
 為期數月的生活旅遊雜記可不知道甚麼時候才會打完呢呵呵

如果每天記可能會很零碎但卻是真實組成我日常的元素啊想到就拿出來打



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