Poland

Mar 31, 2025 (Mon) We met each other at the beginning of Jan.  He confessed his feelings on Jan 13, the date we both agreed upon.  He said that he wanted a little solitude on Mar 30, when I tried the last time.  Some red flags I saw but to let them sit aside.  - He said that we could certainly come back to Palm Springs but we never did. He always chooses his friend over me. Woke me up to answer his best friend's question. It is disrespectful to wake up someone if they fall asleep.   - He could not define what we are at the very beginning. I should set my boundaries or even have more courage to choose FWB. Ironic and ridiculous.  He wants emotional connection, sex, and accompany, but doesn't want to bear any responsibility. What's more, we do not share a common future. I try to share my future vision and invite him to join. Present all my cards on the table. It seems to make him feel pressured or more avoidant.  We are basically fooling around. It ...

Mar 10, 2025 (Mon) Probably not discussing this on weekdays. It ruins his mood or mine. He cannot focus on work.  He always said the relationship is for two people. If there is anything wrong, we two should discuss it first instead of talking with others. At first, it is a mature gesture for me. Then it becomes a knot. I found no one to talk to. Gradually, our personality difference starts surfacing. __________________________________________________________________ His words or sentences make me sober. : I love you with boundaries maturity and growth. This is the person I want to be with.  : That is not the real me. What you are saying is you want a perfect girl. Sorry, it is not the whole me.  : You need to love yourself first. : I love myself and then I will not stay here. As I have said before, I never want an LDR. __________________________________________________________________ I still like him. Gotta force myself not to check his messages on and off.  Archive...