Poland

Mar 1, 2025 (Sat) Met someone totally different from me. At first, I did not have feelings for him even a little bit uncomfortable when being around him. I put him in a friend zone or just closer than a colleague. I appreciate him showing me around but I don't want to keep his kindness or nice gestures. So I kinda force him not to do so if he only treats me as a friend or a colleague.  A vague relationship is the thing I am trying to avoid after KJ.  He confessed his feelings but did not label us. Tried to argue with him; tried to let myself step out of the relationship; tried to convince myself it was fine. I know I am suppressing my needs, prioritizing his than mine. That was when I realized I liked him more than I thought. Meanwhile, I understand it is not healthy either cuz I might leave one day when my needs have not been satisfied.  Hoping that is not the lesson I teach him or he teaches me. He is a responsible person and takes words very seriously. He is not c...